Awkward

by Wizard Fan Club

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Teen Horror Movie 03:21
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I have said Things I’ll regret Love isn’t easy So what’s the point Don’t you get it Don’t you know Don’t you get it I won’t go Don’t you get it I’m too slow In a race I won’t go What do I feel Do I feel at all Is all this real Do I feel at all In my bed Lost in my head Drive my car It can’t be far Don’t you get it Don’t you know Don’t you get it I won’t go Don’t you get it I’m too slow In a race I won’t go What do I feel Do I feel at all Is all this real Do I feel at all
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College, Pt. 1 02:24
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I don’t know where I should be Presently I can’t see Any way out of my head Even if I’m growing Adulthood is all knowing Still I would rather be dead Running around Taking nothing from you I can’t see straight through Hear no sound No way to find the truth I can’t see straight through I am a machine My circuits are faulty How do I fix them Thought you would But let’s face it, no one could How do I make friends? Running around Taking nothing from you I can’t see straight through Running around Taking nothing from you I can’t see straight through Hear no sound No way to find the truth I can’t see straight through
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80s Slow Dance 03:12
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You said I had a future That things would turn around But now it’s 20 years later And my plan ain’t around It’s an 80s slow dance Cause I don’t know who I am It’s an 80s slow dance Screw it I’ll forget my plans
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Dumb 03:40
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Young and really dumb Your breath is filling up my lungs And yet it starts to fall away As you say you’re terrified You claim I’ll leave And honestly it hadn’t occurred to me But suddenly it’s becoming clear I once wanted you near but now… I don’t know if I’m happy I don’t know if I’m down All I know is I don’t want you around Not with these feelings It starts to fade That dumb love sort of thing It kills you inside then out Then you’re on the ground I know I’m sorry now At the time I could figure me out And now I hate the way I was Cause you gave me your trust Well it starts off slow Then on it goes Until your eyes Don’t look too right And suddenly You’re on your knees Begging to be Let go I don’t know if you’re angry But know that I am sorry For all the dumb things I said to you I knew I was wrong, and now that’s long gone
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Phobos 1996 02:59
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I was gone And you split the air Gaze away Amazed at Earth Nineteen-seventy Orange nine fourteen Dead at sixty-two I was seventeen Lost in my scene You said it’s pale blue Fade away In space some day Pray for taste And fly to you I’m tripping up As a kid I’m falling down Yet I miss Put us on the screen Show us what you mean We are nothing but crumbs It’s okay to dream Nothing unseen We are all but one Nineteen-seventy Orange nine fourteen Dead at sixty-two I was seventeen Lost in my scene You said it’s pale blue
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Buddhism 03:57
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Why do I keep fucking up at Every chance I get Is it something I am doing That I’ll regret Well I don’t think that I am fine At least not half the time But one step back and I realize It’s all a part of life Once you get it All in line I’ll Be okay just Give me time I promise it won’t Fix itself but You aren’t helping At all So if I’m not my own thoughts Is there something around to Identify with what I’ve got Or is it something sound Well if it’s just my dumbass head Then why do I even try Cause I know I’d rather be dead Than to change my stubborn mind Just breath hard Go so far Once you get it All in line I’ll Be okay just Give me time I promise it won’t Fix itself but You aren’t helping At all
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College, Pt. 2 02:04
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Panicked in my head Remember all you said I’m turning in and out Time to shut down Buzz is gone And I am pawn To you, it’s dawn And you’re out of fun
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The Flow 04:31
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The sun is setting far too early Eyes are widened, bloodshot and pearly Traffic lights echo outside Witness it all, eyes open wide Driving somewhere I don’t know Standing on a hillside feeling low Wondering where’d you go How am I supposed to know? Thought I’d go with the flow Thoughtless head to toe Feels like often I am blind She left her boy and I’m out of line Intrusive thoughts go way too far Go suffocate out on Mars (echo) Wondering where’d you go How am I supposed to know? Thought I’d go with the flow Thoughtless head to toe
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Invisible Line 02:15
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I don’t know Whether my life’s a show Do I let it go Or do I let it blow Tell me am I fine Or have I crossed the line What do ya do When things align? Tell me Do you love Or hate me Please
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Drive Thru To Go 03:04
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Walking home in the dark Fifty blocks from my car Got the drive thru to go Eat it up all alone I am always number three Since you all are dating Got too much time, got too damn loud Sitting here, just sitting round Hey friend where’d you go? Miss those days don’t you know? Now I’m left on my own I’m the only one still alone
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The Internet Is For Friends 03:44
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Stuck in my home But not so alone Joe is talking in my headphones Sounds like we’re about to go Caleb claims that Nate sucks The Jacks and I are playing rough Mickeys missing like every night But I guess that’s part of it right? On a call when I’m low Looks like it’s time to go The internet is made for friends For saying shit and making amends Making fun of one another in the end it Doesn’t matter cause we’re all still friends Been some time, made some space Lost in my human race My games are broken and so am I But they’re still there saying hi
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Awkward 04:15
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It’s getting late And I’m thinking I’ll give up On all the things that I can’t change Like you And I like you Even if you see right through My crystal-clear body and truth How sway Won’t you cleave right through me Split open my blue chest and the rest Is up to you My heart is tired From all the heartstrings you’ve unwired Cut a hole right through, I’m getting to The point of no return Now I don’t know If you want me to stay or go Cause you give me signals and I’m fickle In my head Won’t you cleave right through me Split open my blue chest and the rest Is up to you I want you to want me I want you to see That I can be The one Won’t you cleave right through me Split open my blue chest and the rest Is up to you And if I stay don’t screw me Out of god damn pity I don’t want it anyways, I can’t erase My needs Even if I stay this way I can’t deny all the shades of gray That you’ve painted everything, it’s in my brain I’m done.

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released March 24, 2023

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